I squinted at the screen and punched away at my keyboard. School lunch menus. Somebody’s got to type ’em.
The police scanner on my editor’s desk crackled. I kept typing. Crispy chicken salad or tuna plate. Choice of veggie sticks, fresh seasonal fruit —
Vehicle overturned.
Vehicle overturned? I stopped typing and started listening to the scanner.
Two ejected. Block the road. Re-route traffic. Send the helicopter.
Of course. Something big always happens while I’m alone in the newsroom.
I interrupted an editor’s lunch with a head’s up phone call. I pulled up the Florida Highway Patrol Web site to find the intersection. The TV news reporter who shares our office called from the road.
“This is massive,” she said. “The worst single accident I’ve seen in my career.”
I made a second call to the editor. She called a photographer who called me for directions. A reporter met him at the scene.
The rest is history.
Another tragedy. Add it to the list.
The two Tampa police officers shot to death during a traffic stop.
The toddler killed in the care of his father.
The church destroyed in a fire.
The man who died when he drove his truck into a pond (the six kids and quadriplegic wife he left behind).
Yesterday’s fatal accident.
While we — humans — sort through them, we ask questions. It’s natural.
What happened?
How did it happen? How could it? Why?
There are other questions.
Why did God let this happen? Or, more usually, why did your God let it happen? How could a God be good who allows this?
My response is rough around the edges.
“You think this is His fault? You leave Him out of this!”
Shane Claiborne says it better in this old radio interview:
“And I can remember a comic in Philadelphia that was in the paper. There were these two guys that were asking that very question. It was — and one guy said, ‘You know, I wonder why God allows all this poverty and pain and hurting in the world?’ And his friend says, ‘Well, why don’t you ask God that?’ And the guy says, ‘Well, I guess I’m scared.’ And he says, ‘What are you scared of?’ He says, ‘I guess I’m scared that God will ask me the same question.'”
We ask why God allows sickness, but we don’t take care of ourselves.
We ask God why there’s poverty, but we avoid eye contact with the homeless guy when he stands next to our car at red lights.
We ask God why there’s murder, but we don’t love our neighbor.
Why?
In Shane Claiborne’s words, God’s “going, ‘Hey, you’re my body. You are my hands and my feet.’ And, you know, that this is something that we are entrusted with. And I think, probably, one of the most difficult things that Jesus ever did was sort of leave this idea of transforming the world or the kingdom of God coming in the hands of such a ragtag bunch of people that goof it up over and over.”